JODOH DI TANGAN TUHAN......

Salam . harini xmacam sedih pulee .

Tibe-tibe kawan ajak join kursus kahwin .
Bells macam haa? merepek jeh . entahla
kadang-kadang tuh terfikir haihhh
sedih la pulee sorg2 ni....mama pon asyik duk tanya jeh...bila Bells nak
ada pakwe nih...haiihh laa mama,
anakmu ini bukan jelitawan , bukan hartawan , bidadari kayangan jauhhhh sekali....mana mungkin ada yang mahu.....laen lah kalau Bells ni putih melepak haluss mulusss jeh kulitnye memangla ramai berebut . haha yelah . kebanyakan orang pilih dari paras rupa . lepas paras rupe baru lah hati dan asal usul mereka . xmacam nak sedih plak . klah cita sedih yang sebenar adalah apabila mama berkata tak payahla ikot kursus kahwin tu,...calon pon tkde....haihh sedih lak dengar ayat nyee hahahaha. apa nak wat . akan ku tunggu ...... jejaka misteriku . walau seribu tahun lamanya . HAHAHA xmacam lawak puleee . hurmmm Bells yakin dalam dunia ni semua manusia diciptakan berpasang pasangan tiada yang terkecuali . so, sabaq sat la noh Bells oii . hahaha maybe belum waktunyee lagi untuk kau terbabit dalam dunia "sweet-sweet sugar" tuhh . haishhh . haha tengok , sedih sendiri , pujuk la sendiri ahahaha . k itu saja entry kali ni . byee

Sa

AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA.....

Salam uolss . Yesterday . Mama called me like she usually does everyday tepat at 7.30 pm as soon as I pick up her call then she said to me "kakak mama nak bagitau ni . Kakak jgan terkejut and tak tdo malam pulee . Hihi" and i was like "knapa ma?" And my mama said "ada orang masok meminang " i was very shock at that moment . Seriously ! Then she said " haha no lah just kidding hehe" and I was like (-,-) pffftt "mama, janganla ckp mcam tuh .not funny you know but scaryyyy~~" hahaha . But you know what , setiap perempuan bila dah berada dalam lingkungan umur yang macam Bells ni . Kompem ada keinginan untuk GET MARRIED . well , sapa yang taknak kan . Haha marry , marriage, married, marry me . Those words are what most women want to talk about . Teenagers like me . Of course sometimes we have that kind of feelings which we can't just simply tell anybody . But for sure , we secretely want it . Tapi for Bells . Maybe belum kot . Maybe haty ni tak terbuka lagy . Besides , I don't think that I'm attractive enough to attract guys . Haha betul . Mostly I only can become a friend to them . Hihi . Because maybe I'm a little open minded . Some of my friends really wanted to get married . Tapi maybe time, financial and their surroundings make it impossible for them to get into that marriage things . Bells just follow with the flow . Wherever it takes .I'll just follow if it was the best for me . "Aku terima nikahnyaa......" heehee

assalammualaikum buat semua , BELLS . that's what you can call me . i'm a muslimah . maybe not that perfect but knowing that i'm being myself then it's okeyy . Hai , setelah tamat matrikulasi selama 1tahun , i got to further my studies in UMS LABUAN INTERNATIONAL CAMPUS .4 years BACHELOR (HONS.) INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY ( E-COMMERCE) SCHOOL OF INFORMATICS SCIENCE . huhui panjangnyer kann . haha itulah dia my course . actually that's not what i wish for but it's okay . saya menerima takdir ILLAHI untuk tercampak ke sini . There are too many things that i kept on regret for but i guess i have to stop now . You know , the feelings when you see your friends are happy continuing their studies dengan course yang diorang suka , sometimes makes me feel really envy . For a half year i regret for many things , tapi when i rethink , i console my self to accept everything that was given to me . semua ni ada hikmahnye . there's no point of regretting . past is past . you just can't take it back even if you wish to . Now , what i 'll do is just continue what i have started . though i sometimes might fall . but i just wish i'll have some strength to stand up back and starts running and be the champion . better than anybody .